Because of this, I invited her to eat a lot of shaved ice that summer to refresh her.
On December 21, 2012, it was more than 11:00 p.m., and no one was sleeping in the school. Even the housekeepers Auntie did not lock the door. After all, if its really the end of the world, its a shame to sleep.
On the playground, many people were confessing, but my roommate was lovelorn that day. He was in a bad mood and asked me to drink with him. On the way, he answered the phone and left myself in the pub.
I swayed along the road and met Lu Xiaoyun, who was rickety along the road.
She asked me, why are you alone?
I answered her that the ark was full, and I decided to stay on earth.
It was a very subtle feeling, and it was hard for me to describe it in words, as if the snow was for us both. The streetlights were whispering. Neither Lu Xiaoyun nor I spoke again. Then we walked along the Minzhu street, across the cultural square, until we reached the South Lake.
Later, I told her to be my girlfriend. If tomorrow doesnt collapse, well be together for the rest of our lives.
That day, we sat by the lake until dawn. The end of the world didnt happen, but we had the first love in our lives.
Later, I can always remember the scene at that time. In the deep winter of more than 20 degrees below zero, we leaned close to each other to watch the sun become bright in the light mountains, and the city gradually became in a hurry.
The happy time always passes very fast. In 2013, when we graduated from University, many peoples love came to an end here.
Lu Xiaoyuns family has arranged for her to go abroad. Her major is to be gilded abroad. She will be greatly improved when she comes back, so our test will follow.
At this point, I have a debt in my heart, but she told me, Im only 23 years old, I dont want to leave regret in my life so early. Im not sure whether I still love you after a few years of separation, but I know that if I stay with you, we can continue.
She said, this is my decision, I hope you can respect me.
Of course, I cant find any reason to refuse.
Society and school are two very different worlds. We begin to have disputes and differences between us. Fortunately, we can make up as good as before every time.
This is due to her gentle character. It seems that there is nothing she cant give in to except love, and to my surprise, although we have been together for more than two years, she is still the same as before and has never changed a bit.
She said so easily that I was puzzled.
When I was 24 and a half years old, I had the whole world in mind, ambitious and eager to succeed.
At the beginning of 2015, I started to start my own business without success, leaving a pile of debt.
For the next year, she worked with me to make money until I paid off all my foreign debts.
Lu laughed and asked me, what thought suddenly made you want to get married?
I shook my head and couldnt tell why, so she said, its not ready yet.
She said with a smile, accompany me to the river to blow the wind, I want to tell you something.
My gut tells me something bad must have happened.
After staring at me for a moment, she turned her head to the Oriental Pearl Tower, almost without hesitation. What a break!
She didnt give me a chance to interrupt and told me the reason simply and clearly. She said: I am 27 years old. I have devoted my youth to love. There is no regret. I want to marry you, but I dont know when I can be ready.
She said, 27 is not an age to continue to be willful. I want to pursue my own career. I just had this idea two days ago. I dont want to cheat you. I dont love you so much. Thats all.
Lu Xiaoyun wrote on the note paper of the refrigerator, thank you, thank you for loving me so much, but our fate may be so long, in the future, there is nothing special, and dont contact again.
So, on the day before the new year, we ended this relationship, leaving no sadness for 2017.
It is worth mentioning that we met each other at a reunion.
We had a tacit smile. After that, we never met again. However, every holiday, we received her SMS and blessing, and occasionally praised my friends.
This is very good, we have loved, very sincerely loved, but also for each others efforts to pay, not too much regret, not to mention mutual resentment. Love can end in such a way, is very decent, in the future, she will meet a person who can accompany her through this life, and I will.
I made the best memories of my life, she made her own life without regrets.
In the long journey, we cuddle up to each other, walked a long way, like a beautiful dream, wake up to say goodbye to each other, and then live a life we have not seen each other.