In front of him, you are small and humble, and the ups and downs of your emotions are all related to him. Looking at his circle of friends is like reading and understanding. You are careful to get close to him. You are afraid that your mind will be torn apart. You want to be with him, and you are afraid that the other party doesnt like yourself.
You can only look from a distance, keep a good distance with him, and will not take the initiative to take a step forward, as if all the courage is used up before meeting him, what to do is cowardly, the courage becomes smaller and smaller.
In those years like him, he is the only light in life, dazzling, extraordinary, often appear, will touch your heartstrings.
Haiyin loved Susheng for four years.
They met at school. Su Sheng is a senior student of Haiyin. He is humorous and funny. He is tall and big. He has clear eyebrows and warm smile. In him, he can find the characteristics that girls like.
Haiyin often attends the party between the students for some time, and Su Sheng is also one of them. When they see each other many times, they become familiar with each other.
One time, when Haiyin had too much to drink, Su Sheng took the initiative to send her back to her dormitory. They walked side by side on the road, looking up at the stars with their faces up. Because they didnt look down at the road, they almost tripped over the steps. Fortunately, they grabbed each others hands when they were about to fall to the ground.
The feelings between men and women are mostly produced in a moment.
After su Sheng stood firm, the first thing he said to Haiyin was, your hands are so cold.
Haiyin felt a little embarrassed after listening, and shyly lowered her head.
This move, just should that sentence: in this world, the truth is not much, a womans face is better than countless dialogues.
That night, Haiyin felt that Su Sheng was different from other boys, and their relationship began to change.
On the way to meet acquaintances asked, Su Sheng will introduce: this is my good friend.
There are so many possibilities between the two people, but once the relationship is added with the title of friend, it is difficult to take a closer step, and it becomes impossible before the beginning.
In front of the people we like, we all have a little inferiority.
When I was young, I liked a person and didnt know how to express it. When I knew the truth of love should be spoken out, the other party had been more and more far away from myself.
After su Sheng graduated, he went to Shanghai, and Haiyin followed him closely.
Two people occasionally meet for dinner, go shopping, watch movies, make complaints about their lives on WeChat, and they will also appear in front of each other when they need help.
They have known each other more and more for a long time, and they are more and more familiar with each other, but the sentence I like you is stuck in the throat and cant be opened.
Secretly in love with a person, can be friends is great luck, others dare not expect too much.
Over the years, Haiyin has been around Su Sheng and witnessed many important moments in his life.
When Su Sheng meets the person he likes, Haiyin tries to give him advice and encourage him to pursue bravely.
Su Sheng is lovelorn. Haiyin accompanies him to get drunk. While drinking, he comforts: you are so good, you will surely meet better girls.
Su Sheng wants to reunite with his predecessor, but Haiyin still fully supports him and helps him figure out his speech.
In fact, Haiyin is especially jealous of his girlfriend. She can easily hold Su Shengs heart and tie him firmly. She can also walk into the palace of marriage and join hands for the rest of her life.
The 30-year-old agreement is probably just a joke.
Su Sheng didnt take it seriously, but Haiyin has been looking forward to it.
In fact, over the years, Haiyin has been trying to get better. One day, when standing with Su Sheng, he said, you are very good, but Im not bad.
Unfortunately, this sentence will never come out.
Secret love is a monologue, but also a persons chaos.
On Su Shengs wedding day, Haiyin wrote on her microblog: the secret that I have loved you for many years is finally over at this moment. I want to put you down and start a new life.
You are the same as Haiyin. You once loved a person without hope. You hid in the corner and watched him happy and sweet. If you want to give him the best thing in the world, even if he has a new feeling, he can only wish for him, and he has no identity to be jealous.
You will think of him every day at many times, silently pay attention to him, and secretly investigate all the girls who are close to him. Every message you send him is very careful. Every sentence that he sends back to you will be kept for many times.
Maybe, in this relationship, from the beginning to the end, is your fantasy.
For him, your eyes are red and your mind is heavy.
But I still hope that you can say love, no matter the result, just to give the serious love of their own an answer.
You know, missing is the easiest thing in the world. If you dont speak, he will never understand.
Point a watching wish you dont have the pain of secret love, and be with the person who really likes it.