On the 26th, a reporter from dongfang.com.cn talked with Chen Sihan and talked about his feelings of returning home from youth to youth after six years. He also talked about his plans for the future.
Profile News: whats your mood when you know you can parole and go home?
Chen Sihan: in fact, I was not particularly happy at that time, because I thought of the various pressures that I had to face when I went out, whether in the face of the changing society or the environment, there were certain pressures.
Im 21 years old this year. Many of my classmates may have graduated, have gone to internship, or do something they can. But what I look like when I go in, I may not change much when I come out. Maybe (ability and Psychology) is not so consistent with my age, because after all, I have less contact with new things.
There are also pressure from relatives, although not around for so many years, but they are still to me. In fact, I was also very sorry for this. After all, I still made a mistake and was afraid of all kinds of worries at home. So when I heard such news, I mainly hoped that my family would be more happy, so I made a phone call to my mother at the first time.
And music. I like music since I was a child. During this period of time, I taught myself the guitar. After I was transferred to the music class, I also learned saxophone. These are things that can improve myself.
Profile News: after I went home yesterday, my former friends made a video call to you. Whats it like to see and chat with them again?
They have been studying in University for so many years, and have accumulated a lot of experience. But I only have the experience of not managing the Institute, which can be said to be a terrible experience. To tell you the truth, I dont want to mention these experiences of the health management institute with anyone. Its not that I feel bad about myself, but I want to slowly seal it up.
Profile News: after media reports, more and more people pay attention to you and make some voices for your affairs. What do you think?
Chen Sihan: in fact, I am very grateful to those who helped me care about me. Now it is a society ruled by law. I hope that my own experience can give more people a reminder and enlightenment, so that they can have a good education for the next generation. When children study, how to resolve similar things.
In fact, its a pleasure to be in prison and have someone care about you. Because I was there, dressed in zebra costume, doing what a prisoner did.
Profile News: did you feel that the outside world changed a lot after coming out yesterday?
Chen Sihan: it has changed a lot. I dont know where my home is now. The deepest feeling is still the change of mom and Dad, mom is more haggard, compared with before, getting older a lot. Especially dad, I just came out yesterday. When he came to me, he saw the white hair on both sides of his head. In fact, my heart was shaking. Just a few years, because of me, the family has changed so much, I see is very heartache.
Profile News: do you have any plans for the future?
Chen Sihan: if I can, Id like to continue my study and take the entrance examination. Because, after all, the development of society is inseparable from the computer. In recent decades, it should not be eliminated. On the basis of what I have learned, I also want to try it. Because I like computer more, including music, these are my two dreams.
In fact, I still have a dream, which is the idea that I had when I didnt care. I wanted to write a book about what I had experienced. Even if it was for the memories of my old age, I could see what life was like when I was young.
After all, I have just come out, and I dont understand a lot of things. I still need the company and help of my family. But I also hope to be a little faster and be independent first. This is my main goal now. Many people also told me that they could help me, including lawyer Lin. she said that I could go to Beijing to work as an assistant for her. But I thought about it. After all, the road still needs to go by myself. Other peoples help is just affection. Its my duty to do well. The most important thing is that I learn so many things. I hope I can have one more choice. Because before I went to prison, I was not very old and had no skills. I still have to make a living on my own in the future. The main idea is that I hope my parents will worry less and think that even if I cant bring anything to my family, at least I can support myself without them. Source of this article: editor in charge of dongfang.com: Zheng Juan_ NQ0738
After all, I have just come out, and I dont understand a lot of things. I still need the company and help of my family. But I also hope to be a little faster and be independent first. This is my main goal now.
The most important thing is that I learn so many things. I hope I can have one more choice. Because before I went to prison, I was not very old and had no skills. I still have to make a living on my own in the future. The main idea is that I hope my parents will worry less and think that even if I cant bring anything to my family, at least I can support myself without them.