Its not self-conscious to be worried about. The continuous delicate missing, the tension and uneasiness in his heart for you are turbulent, silent, quiet and fresh. It is like a flock of birds flying out of the top of the mountain forest far away, which is really happening and is not really known by me.
Worry about what is, is a very deep, very deep thing. When it shows up in front of you, its often only shown 1%.
For example, some people, by asking about their work, and the innocuous topic of I know a friend of you, suddenly came to me for a chat. After a long time, when I am bored, I will think about why I am told this.
For example, when I am worried about a person, I feel puzzled. The whole article is full of him. My mood is too soft, and everyone can feel it - but I am afraid of being read by him. Finally, I just asked him that I was not in a good mood today.
How can adults care. This is the only way for adults to care.
I used to like to disturb others with my heart. When I was frustrated, I sent hundreds of words of short messages to boys. The words were full of childish pain. You ignore me, Im really too sad. When I grow up, I cant say anything. I miss a person and want to listen to songs all night. I hate to copy down the lyrics and send them to him. Finally, I just added a high praise reply in the comment area A like.
Concern is the deepest and most difficult emotion in the world. I love you and I cant tell you for various reasons.
Its been a long time. We mean each other clearly, yes, I love you, I care about you, when I dont get back to you one day, I know youve been waiting for me all day, not - I dont know if you mind. Oh, I dont know if youre waiting for someone else.
Our hearts to each other are so clear that we dont need to guess.