Anxiety after winning Nadal in French Open: shooting at the temple and thinking about suicide

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 Anxiety after winning Nadal in French Open: shooting at the temple and thinking about suicide


Soderlins most famous victory is naturally the French Open in 2009 to defeat Nadal, become Nadal Roland Garros journey terminator, but this victory not only brings pride to soderlin, but also changes his psychology.

Soderlin revealed that he had anxiety problems soon after defeating Nadal in 2009. He felt that he could not fail to live up to the expectations of the outside world. I think I can only lose to the big three, and I have to win the rest of the opponents. If I cant, I am a real loser.

Soderlin won 10 singles titles in his career, reached the French Open twice, and won Ferrer in the 2011 Swedish open, which was the last championship of his career. At that time, soderlin had not been diagnosed with mononucleosis and had not decided to retire. But when he returned to his home in Monte Carlo after the final, he began to struggle again. I panicked, I cried again and again, I went back to the hotel and lay in bed, and I collapsed at the thought of playing. I dont think I can do it anyway. Its better to hold a gun at my temple

At the worst of times, I even used search engines to search for myself, but I never intended to do it. I thought it would be better than living in hell anyway. Soderlin wants to disclose his mental health problems, because few people in the sports world discuss such topics, great athletes are rarely exposed to psychological problems, which is why I talk about this issue. For those who devote themselves to sports, I want to tell them to work hard and relax at the same time. Here, I tell them that if you succeed, try to be normal and try not to be influenced by the outside world.