I dont want to get married. Why do most people think so?

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 I dont want to get married. Why do most people think so?


I dont know why I resisted people, or why I resisted marriage, maybe because of my growing environment. When I was very young, my parents often quarreled. Sometimes they quarreled so much that I would beat my mother. At that time, I was very nervous every day. I was afraid that they would suddenly quarrel. I was also afraid to see people around me giving to me when they saw my parents quarrelling. It was full of sympathy and pity. It wasnt until my mother went out to work that the situation improved. Today, although my parents are still not divorced, but every time I talk to my mother, I always hear her complaints about my father, complaints about life, so I do not know, what is the meaning of her marriage?

Later, I found out that my cousin changed after marriage. He no longer laughed like he used to. When talking with him, he always said how much money he spent for his children and how much money he spent to support his family. Anyway, keeping his mouth shut is the pressure of life, and keeping his mouth shut is the money. I find that I share fewer and fewer topics with him. I dont know if people will become like this after marriage. Anyway, I dont like him very much. I always feel that he is no longer him. People who are not 30 years old, but force themselves into a small old man, every day is meticulous, completely without the former free and easy. I remember I asked him if his life was what he wanted, and he answered me, Everyone is like this, you should find someone to marry right now...........................................

I think the marriage between my parents and cousins is the reason why I dont want to get married. If its such a life, I would rather live my whole life alone, Xiaoyuan. Is my idea wrong?