Wenchuan, Beichuan, Mianzhu, Dujiangyan... These towns and villages crossing the 31 degrees north latitude in May 12, 2008 bear the heaviest concern and sadness. Ten years of life and death two. From late 2018 to late 3, surging news walked along 31 degrees north latitude touching the heartstrings of the place names, looking for a family story. The dead have gone on. We must look back again and again, in order not to lose the dead, but to bear the burden of the living. After the death, mother Liu Li found her QQ, sent a photo, a log, a message... Liu Li built a online memorial for her daughter. She said she wanted to wait for her life and let more people know. Hu Huishan likes pink, and the 18 square meter house is painted pink, with her remains in it. In the Jianchuan museum about 70 kilometers away from home, Hu Huishan also has a memorial hall. Commemorating and respecting all ordinary life, the memorial is in the woods of the Museum of Jianchuan. It looks like a tent in appearance, in a small pink room of 18 square meters, telling the story of the 15 year old girl: good grades, love of literature, and singing... In April 28th, the architect Liu Jiakun told surging news. After the earthquake, he went to Juyuan Middle School and saw Liu Li in the ruins, and found that she kept her daughters umbilical cord and her teeth. Liu Jiakun was moved. He sprouted up the idea of Hu Huishans memorial hall. In the second year, when Hu Huishan memorial hall was built, Liu Jia Kai first told Liu Li about the news. Liu Li also told him that she was pregnant. That year, Liu Li was 41 years old. In Liu Lis heart, the little girl was born with Hu Huishan, and life was given by her elder sister. Liu Li said her little daughter knew her sisters existence from an early age and knew her sister was in another world. If she was not there, her little daughter would inherit her career and continue to commemorate Hu Huishan. I want her to be remembered forever. Her daughter has been dead for ten years, and Liu Li is still so determined. Hu Huishans letter to his parents in his life. Chen Xuhou map of an surging journalist in this article Last words After Hu Huishan was killed in the earthquake, his mother Liu Li had an intuition that his daughter could not leave her a message. A boy stood up. He was Hu Huishans deskmate, revealing the last moment of Hu Huishans life. The boy said, at that time, he hid under the table, Hu Huishan just stood up, the building collapsed. Half an hour before death, Hu Huishan, who was buried in the ruins, said, I want to be strong. I must stick to it. I have to go back to see my mom and dad. Half an hour later, Hu Huishans voice was very weak. I feel terrible. I may not be able to go on. I want to sleep for a while, and wait for my mother to pick me up. After hearing this, Liu Li kept remorse. Her daughter was waiting for her at the last minute, but she failed to arrive in time. Hu Huishan is studying at Juyuan Middle School, the school is located in the southeast of Dujiangyan City, while Liu Lis home is in the north of Dujiangyan, the original Qingcheng paper factory area, which is more than 10 kilometers apart. Although Juyuan Middle School is far from the urban area, its teaching quality is better, and there are preferential policies for students with outstanding grades. In order to lighten the family burden, Hu Huishan, who is an outstanding student, chose the junior middle school voluntarily. According to Liu Li, according to the introduction of the day of the earthquake, the afternoon of the earthquake, Hu Huishan was taken out, she was the first student in the class was carried out, at that time, Hu Huishans uncle, uncle on the scene, the doctor hurried to give her artificial respiration, after a lot of effort, said the man can not, the uncle can not accept, continue for her first aid... Liu Li, a life of the Qingcheng paper factory area, here is a long old house, she saw nothing in the nearby house, but also thought that there was no problem at Juyuan Middle School. All the way to stop and go until about 11 oclock that night, they arrived at Juyuan Middle School. Daughter lying on the square, no response, Liu Li kneeling down, holding her daughter in her arms, she is like falling asleep, a hug on the nose. Liu Li believed such a folk saying that only after seeing people who were closest, could they respond. Liu Li is convinced that this is a response from her daughter after seeing her. Liu Li found that the childs body was clean and his forehead was concave like a hole in the size of a table tennis ball. Seeing her daughter was very cold, Liu Li rubbed her hard and tried to give her temperature. Hu Huishan liked literature and wrote two novels in junior two. After the death, Liu Li copied it as it was. The manuscript has been donated to the memorial hall, and Liu Li keeps his copy version. Survivor Public reports showed that at least 270 students were killed in the collapse of the building of Juyuan Middle School during the Wenchuan earthquake. In those days, Hu Huishan studied in the third class (1) class of Juyuan Middle School, which is located on the two floor of the four level teaching building. Zhang Yao, Hu Huishans classmate, said there were 59 students in the class and 29 people died in the earthquake. Zhang Yao and Hu Huishan sat in the same row, separated by one person. Before the earthquake, it was just a political lesson. The two of them chatted with paper notes, and soon after the earthquake. As Zhang Yao recalls, when they started to shake, they didnt know what was going on. The teacher told them not to move and go out to see the situation. The teacher just walked to the door and shook it. Zhang Yao saw a student hid under the table and hid himself under the table. One foot did not hide in, and the building collapsed. Later, Zhang Yao was rescued by his father and uncle, her calf was seriously injured, the hospital had three amputations, Zhang Yaos father did not agree, and finally the foot was guaranteed. Ten years later, Zhang Yao was married and had children. The child was over one year old. I really hate the earthquake, and all my life changed. the earthquake left Zhang Yaos feet deep. She never dared to wear a skirt all his life. The memorial hall has not been opened to the public, and transparent glass has been rebuilt at the entrance. Cousin Liu Mei is one year younger than Hu Huishan, and he is also studying in Juyuan Middle School. Liu Meiduo was in the second year of his junior middle school. His class was on the first floor. There were 71 people in the class, and 17 people were killed. In the ruins, Liu Meiduo was rescued by his father. His leg was hurt and he was disabled. At present, Liu Meiduo works alone in Shanghai and still fears to recall the day. She sent such a message to the surging news: The days I will never forget in my life... Although it has been 10 years ago, it is like yesterday. The darkness of fear, the suffocation of despair, the cry of help from the ears, and the cold hand... These are all I do not want to think of, but they are constantly emerging from my mind... Lost too much, so much pain for a long time... I only wish my family and friends all well... In QQ space, Liu Li reprinted a diary written by a surviving girl from Juyuan Middle School. The girl wrote in her diary that she was buried in the ruins and was desperate. She heard a father calling her daughter outside. She lied. Daddy, I am here... And the selfish she yelled, Dad! Daduff01 Dad! Half an hour later, she was rescued by his father. The surviving girl finally said that she did not know his name, nor could he remember his appearance, but had to say thank you. I was wrong, I deprived your daughter of the right to life two hours after the earthquake. Ive done that for half an hour of your daughter. The memorial hall is the tent behind the earthquake, and a Liu Lixuan osmanthus tree is planted at the doorway. Online memorial After losing her daughter, Liu Li didnt go home and felt nothing. She went to the ruins of the middle school every day. She wanted to know more about her daughter and find more of her daughters remains. Looking around again and again, Liu Li found his daughters black Nike schoolbag. When he was in junior high school, Liu Li bought 230 yuan for his teeth. At that time, when shopping mall saw this schoolbag, Hu Huishan saw it, but saw the price. She advised Liu Li not to buy it. See daughter like, and really need new schoolbag, Liu Li bite teeth to buy, even the bus home money is gone. Liu Li said to her daughter, study hard. Dont be like a mother. You cant afford to buy a schoolbag. Liu Li also found Hu Huishans wallet with 70 yuan in it. Hu Huishan has 20 yuan a week for her living expenses. She cant bear to use it. She will keep it. She will give Liu Li a birthday gift every year with her pocket money. From the ruins, Liu Li turned out a note containing the QQ number of every student in the class. Liu Li, who doesnt have computers, has an obsession. She asked someone to crack her daughters QQ code and found that there was nothing in it except the net name pig. Liu Li was determined to build an online memorial hall for her daughter, let you live happily and always watch over you. ? Liu Li taught himself computer and practiced typing. In the past ten years, he has carefully maintained the QQ number and space, recording the dribs and drabs about Hu Huishan. Many people came to see friends after they saw them. At first, some foreigners thought she was Hu Huishan. She would explain it one by one. Up to now, there are more than 870 statements, more than 880 logs, 15 thousand photos, 150 thousand visitors and more than 3100 messages in the QQ space. Liu Li changed the net name to the Phoenix rebirth, and the note was I love you, and the signature file was set as: remember this eternal girl, shes called Hu Huishan. Soon after the earthquake, Liu Li, deep in grief, wrote, remember it was a golden autumn of fruit, Lei Lei, and you came to our harmonious, warm, happy and happy family with the passion and curiosity of the world... We wish to use the rest of our lives to change the rest of our life. Return to your magnificent, beautiful little life. Daughter, we cant live without you, without you. What should we do? On the one hundred day of the memorial day, the classmates came to see Hu Huishan, gave her incense, ordered some wax, and set up the lantern for her. Liu Li wrote in his diary, you can happily learn what you want to learn and go to the key high schools and famous universities you want to go to. You are going to be the brightest star in the sky - Wen Qu Xing. Zhang Yao and Liu Li mentioned that Hu Huishan always wanted to know what the hyacinth flower looked like. In the four years after Hu Huishans death, Liu Li has been helping his daughter find the answer. When a girl learned about this, she insisted on sending Liu Li a hyacinth flower. Liu Li told her daughter in the diary that she would take care of her hyacinth flowers and wait for flowers to show her to the grave. When Hu Huishan was eighteen years old, Liu Li and her family went to see her in front of the grave. On the same day, she wrote in the journal, in the days to come, if you have met you in heaven very much like you, a sense of security is responsible, and you also like a good boy, mother will bless you. When you get married and get married, your mother will send you a flower of blessings... A wonderful wedding for you. ... Last May 11th, a net friend wrote, the day has come to the day that makes our heart painful... No matter for many years, it feels like it was yesterday. The memory is still so clear. One day, we will never forget this day. Our friends and classmates will be better and better! The next day, another netizen message: every year today, I will never forget to come to see you. In April 20, 2018, Liu Li wrote in his ten year log, I still stand there and wait. They say, time is the best medicine to cure the wound, I say time is a bottle of red wine, every time you go to taste it, the taste of it is drunk, the people cry, the wine is beautiful but the most hurt... Ten years like a dream, as if yesterday, the past is still in the eyes, in the long ten years, I change. Become a person who does not want to tomorrow, learn to be strong. Children, we will be together in heaven one day. The time we meet will not be too far away. Ten years, a group of innocent children have been lying in the cold ground for ten years, I do not know how many people still remember them. A netizen replied in the log, always remember, she is pure and beautiful. Liu Li almost donated all the remains of Hu Huishan, retaining her daughters umbilical cord and a deciduous tooth. Always be commemorated In sorting out the relics, Liu Li found two novels written by her daughter in grade 2, one of which is my soul is with you, which contains the soul of man. When she gave birth to Hu Huishan, Liu Li retained the umbilical cord. She thought the umbilical cord represented the mother daughter connection, and it was a kind of commemoration of life. In the past, Hu Huishan showed his umbilical cord to his classmates. When Hu Huishan changed his teeth, Liu Li retained her deciduous teeth, which represented the change of children to juvenile stage. Liu Li believes that tooth replacement, wrinkles and whitening are the most memorable stages of life. After the death of her daughter, Liu Li kept in the ruins of the middle school every day. She thought that her daughter might have a soul back. She held her daughters umbilical cord and her teeth there. I cant see her, but I believe her soul can see me. After the earthquake, architect Liu Jiakun went to Juyuan Middle School to see Liu Li crying in the ruins. When he saw Liu Li holding the cherished umbilical cord and the milk tooth in his hand, he was caught and recorded the phone of Liu Lis husband Hu Ming on the spot. A few days later, Liu Jiakun called Hu Ming and said he wanted to build a memorial hall for Hu Huishan. In the face of Liu Li and Hu Ming, who lost their daughters, Liu Jiakun wanted to do something to comfort them. He was good at building a house. He was naturally born with the idea of a memorial. Let the dead be no longer a unit of statistics, or a name in the death list. At that time, Liu Li, who wanted to commemorate his daughter, did not know the specific identity of Liu Jia - Guan and wondered whether he could build a memorial hall. When he saw Liu Jia Kang, Liu Li kneels down on the spot and thinks he is a benefactor. Liu Li donated almost all her daughters remains. Under Lius suggestion, she retained her umbilical cord and one of her deciduous teeth. Liu Jia - Guan encouraged Liu Li to regenerate and fight against fate. Hu Huishan was also called regeneration. In May 2009, a small house similar to the tent behind the earthquake was built in the Jianchuan museum about 70 kilometers away from Dujiangyan. The name of the museum is Liu Lis Hu Huishan Memorial after he has practiced many times. Outside the house was the most simple plastering. At that time, Liu had a lot of considerations, but in the end he decided to be simple. Inside the house is pink, which is Hu Huishans favorite color. Liu Jiakun deliberately sought out an intern with Hu Huishans age to color. There is a stool with light shining on top, and this house should be her own paradise. Liu Jiakun said. A sweet osmanthus tree was planted at the door of the memorial hall. This is Liu Lixuans tree. Sweet scented osmanthus blossoms every autumn. It happens to be Hu Huishans birthday. In Liu Lis eyes, one of the flowers is a daughter. The memorial hall is not open to the public. The door has been specially installed with transparent glass, and a pink world can be seen through the glass. The four walls of the small house hung on Hu Huishans photos, awards, certificates, novel manuscripts, skirts, scarves, taekwondo training suits, badminton racket, and magazines and novels on the desk. A painter painted a portrait of Hu Huishan. A poet left a poem: I wish I had never been born, never been remembered, and never been held in my arms by my mother. The daughter has a small memorial hall of 18 square meters, Liu Li dared not dare to expect too much, daughter born in the ordinary family, I hope she will always be remembered, for generations to be remembered. To commemorate and respect all ordinary life. Liu Li also knew that the memorial hall was not only built for Hu Huishan. More than 87 thousand people were killed in the Wenchuan earthquake. In May 2009, the peoples Government of Sichuan province reported that in the earthquake, there were more than 5300 dead students who had been audited in Sichuan province and had been verified but have not been declared dead. Liu Jiakun said that Hu Huishan is an ordinary girl, because she is an ordinary girl, the meaning is more special, the public has not paid enough attention to the individual, but it is more important to pay attention to the ordinary person. The Liu Li family still lives in the more than 80 square meter house 10 years ago. Rebirth of the Phoenix When Liu Li was pregnant again, she firmly believed that her daughter was reincarnated. At first, she wanted to give the child the name of Hu Huishan, and it was inappropriate to think seriously. Its not fair to the two children. When the child grows up, will it be considered a substitute for her sister? I feel like my daughter is on her way home. I think I have to do something for her. Liu Li thought of a couplet. The upper League was Heaven descending and auspicious Phoenix rebirth. The inferior League is the earth is shining and the splendor friendship is forever. It is linked as eternal Hu Huishan. She asked the calligraphy teacher to write this couplet and set up a homecoming for Hu Huishan at home. When I invited my daughters classmates and friends, Liu Li said that she was pregnant. This is Hu Huishans rebirth. On that day, they talked about Hu Huishan together and thought about the future together. This is the origin of the name Phoenix rebirth of QQs net name. At that time, Liu Li was 41 years old. She was an elderly woman. Her body was overweighted and her hands and feet were swollen. Liu Li made a name for the unborn child in advance. The girl was called Hu Huien and the boy was called Hu Huijun. The expected date of birth is very close to Hu Huishans birthday. Liu Li wants to give birth to Hu Huishan on the age of 16, but the child is prematurely born and is a girl. Hu Huishan liked to snuggle up with Liu Li in the rain, so Liu Li gave her little daughter the name rain Shun Xi, and there was a good and hope. This time, Liu Li did not dare to keep the umbilical cord. She buried her little girls umbilical cord in the soil, hoping it could grow up healthily. In order to preserve her little daughter, the little daughter is a cow. She adorns a cow with the foetal hair of her little daughter; she also holds the handprint and footprints of her little daughter when she was born, intended as an adult gift for her little daughters 18 year old birthday. From childhood, Liu Li told Hu Huien that she had an elder sister. Liu Li said that the first sentence of the little girls mouth was not to call her mother, but to call her sister. At a very young age, they took her little daughter to a sister. The little daughter had always known that her sister was reading in heaven and couldnt come back. The little girl grew up. Liu Li, who had asthma for many years, did not go out to work. She kept her little girls growth. In recent years, Liu Li has recorded more and more young daughters in QQ space. Liu Li found that her eldest daughter is more like her father than her younger sister. Life is life, nostalgia is nostalgia. Liu Li gradually realized that the most important thing was to take care of her little daughter. Not to go back, to go back is pain. In the past, Liu Li longed for how to send Hu Huishan to the University. Her daughter would become their pride. When their daughter married, they would retire to help their daughter with their children. However, an earthquake, everything is empty. Today, the Liu Li family still lives in the more than 80 square meter house before the earthquake, and she dared not think about the future. She only wanted her little daughter to live every day, and did not ask how much her daughter was. Now do not want, a day is a day. The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. Ill talk to my little daughter in the last breath. The youngest daughter, Hu Huien, is an ox. Liu Li adorned a cow with her hair, commemorating it as a birth. The best end Through the glass at the entrance of the memorial hall, staring at the small pink room, people cant help but wonder: what kind of life did she have when she was 15 years old? Hu Huishan was born in October 11, 1992 and grew up in Qingcheng paper mill. She is 162 centimeters tall and fat. She is a food lover. She cares about food. Every weekend she will have meals. Liu Li still remembers that his daughter likes sweet and sour spareribs, steamed beef, chicken feet, cakes, dumplings, sweet water and rice noodles. Hu Huishan likes singing, the most favorite stars Jay Chou and Jolin, who have taught students to sing Jay Chous songs, and used Jolins song to self guide a program and get the first school art festival. Hu Huishan taught Liu Li to sing blue and white porcelain, but Liu Li never learned it. Hu Huishan also overtook Supergirl and fast man, and even brought Liu Li into the pit. The mother and daughter used the mobile phone message to vote for the favorite star. Hu Huishan likes basketball, swimming and hip-hop. Swimming dares to compete with the coach for endurance. He took part in the womens basketball match in the whole grade, and was going to study hip-hop after the end of the exam. Hu Huishan loves cleanliness. The first thing to do in the morning is to wash his hair. Every week he goes to school to take the most socks. Good people, Hu Huishan has a nickname pig, she does not exclude the nickname, but also smile said, is like spring bright pig eight Jie pig eight ring, quite lovely. Hu Huishan did not go out of Dujiangyan. She yearned for the sea and wanted to go to Beijing. After Hu Huishan was killed, Liu Li and her husband Hu Ming went to Yunnan for a distraction. They took a picture together with Hu Huishans picture. Hu Huishans family economic conditions were not good, father Hu Ming had been in Tibet as a soldier, and then assigned to the Qingcheng paper factory, the grandfather was a technician in Qingcheng paper factory. His mother, Liu Li, grew up in Qingcheng paper factory and worked in Qingcheng paper mill. In 2003, the Qingcheng paper mill closed down, and Hu Huishans parents were laid off. In order to make a living, his father became a taxi driver. His mother had set up a stall, worked as a beauty salon clerk, and did almost everything. The economy was tight. Before 2008, a family of three had been squeezed in 18 square meters of old houses. A friend said to Hu Huishan. In 2008, a few million yuan, the family finally moved into the more than 80 square meters of the new house, Hu Huishan first had his own bedroom, she was very happy to brush the room blue, father did not agree. Liu Li said Hu Huishan likes pink, blue and black. She likes to wear black shirts, and many of them are pink. Hu Huishans performance has been very good. Seeing her family difficulties, she has decided to apply for the poly Yuan middle school which deviates from the urban area. The school can deduct tuition fees for outstanding students. Get the admission notice, the whole class seven classes thirty-second, Hu Huishan is not satisfied, swear to rush to go up. In the first semesters final exam, Hu Huishan tested second in the whole year, 0.5 points worse than the first. The school arranged for Liu Li to speak on the stage to introduce successful educational experience. All parents are watching from the stage. Liu Li is inexperienced and a bit nervous. Hu Huishan gives her a cheer. No problem, you go! In Liu Lis eyes, Hu Huishan has been learning to be conscious, almost no control, never fuck; sometimes, on weekends, her father let her go out and go to the Internet, and she doesnt want to go. Zhang Yao, a classmate of junior high school, said that there were three or four hundred students in their grade. At the beginning of the first grade, Hu Huishans grades were all three in the first grade, and the latter was slightly worse, but they were all within twenty of the grade. In the eyes of outsiders, Hu Huishans appearance and personality are all like his father. Liu Li said that Hu Huishan was quiet, but no one dared to bully her. She had been a squad leader since childhood, with good popularity and prestige. She is a very strong minded person. She has always been the role of leader and is very good at everything. Cousin Liu Meiduo said that Hu Huishan really takes care of people, and has always taken care of their younger brothers and sisters since childhood. In the earthquake, poly Yuan middle school building collapsed (Remake). Good results, beautiful, singing sound... Zhang Yao also gave a similar evaluation: Hu Huishan is their time more perfect type, it is the envy of all people. Hu Huishan had a literary dream since his childhood. He loved writing, liked Han Han and Guo Jingming, and dreamed of becoming a writer who dared to speak, dare to write and worshipped others when he grew up. Before the earthquake, Hu Huishan and Liu Li went to the book bureau to buy books and read a book. All of them were better than dozens of yuan. Hu insisted on buying a book and not wasting money. After the earthquake, Liu Li did not find the book. He heard Hu Huishans classmates say that they had discussed it very well. One person bought one and looked round each other. In the second year of the second year, Hu Huishan wrote two novels, one is my soul is with you and the other is ice and orange summer. Liu Li repeatedly asked Hu Huishan to contribute. Hu Huishan was sorry, but he didnt vote. After the earthquake, Liu Li transcribed the two novels in the original manuscript and donated the original manuscript to the memorial hall. Zhang Yao said that the education method of the Hu Huishan family is very special. Hu Huishan and her parents are just like friends. In Hus house, there are two, Shan, four called, Hu Huishans father Hu Ming once said that everyone in the family is equal, they are friends, can call each other names, Hu Ming ranking the second, so called two, Liu Li rank the fourth, so called four. In Liu Lis mind, in another world, Hu Huishan has grown up and can take care of herself. She may have found someone to take care of her. Liu Meiduo said, think of her very much, hope she can do well, and hope she doesnt forget me... on the night of October 6, 2016, Liu Li had a dream: she received a strange phone call. She was in Taiwan, and she was adopted by a couple of Fujian couples. According to the phone provided by the other party, Liu Li dialed the past, and the phone was a middle-aged woman, and began to say, you hit the wrong side, and then said, she left and left here. This dream, Liu Li thought this is a gift from her daughter, and also the best outcome: she is still alive. The source of this article: surging press editor: Su Hong _NBJ9980 Zhang Yao said that the education method of the Hu Huishan family is very special. Hu Huishan and her parents are just like friends. In Hus house, there are two, Shan, four called, Hu Huishans father Hu Ming once said that everyone in the family is equal, they are friends, can call each other names, Hu Ming ranking the second, so called two, Liu Li rank the fourth, so called four. In Liu Lis mind, in another world, Hu Huishan has grown up and can take care of herself. She may have found someone to take care of her. Liu Meiduo said, I miss her very much. I hope she can lead a good life. I hope she will not forget me. In the evening of October 6, 2016, Liu Li had a dream: she received a strange phone call, and the man said, she is in Taiwan and is adopted by a couple in Fujian. According to the phone provided by the other party, Liu Li dialed the past, and the phone was a middle-aged woman, and began to say, you hit the wrong side, and then said, she left and left here. This dream, Liu Li thought this is a gift from her daughter, and also the best outcome: she is still alive.